felt like blogging all of a sudden and so here i am. i don't know what is so wrong with me today and i kept thinking of some things which i'm obviously not suppose to.
don't you just wish you can turn back time?
i tried laughing it off but realised i just couldn't do it. i manage to hold back those tears cos' i sweared i ain't gonna cry. yes, and i kept my promise.
i was coughing and coughing the hell outta me and yet i continue smoking and smoking like nobody's business. i couldn't feel anything except the pain in the heart.
you'll never know how heart-wrenching that was.
why did our memories fail to hold you back?
why couldn't those tears make you stay?
i should have cherish you more when you were still by my side. yet i took you for granted and thought that we will always get back again no matter how much we quarrel. never had i thought that would be the last quarrel we'll ever gonna have...
the least i can hope for after breaking up is that we will still remain as the best of friends. but no, i know that's not going to happen between us. we are as good as strangers. therefore, i hope everybody stop digging on my wound. i wanna know, see, and hear no more. enough IS enough.
i know i'm just another passer-by in your life. you ain't gonna stop and give me a second glance anymore now that you are gone for good. those memories we used to share shall always remain not on the mind. but in the heart.
sorry guys. i promised i wouldn't be sad anymore but this is really gonna be the last time. no worries for me, really. i can't be happier with my current lifestyle. i have my guys who always made me laugh and spend time with me everyday. i have my suga pies who are always there for me. i have my family who cares about me. there is nothing else i can ask for. i should be contented.
i swear i will find another guy who can make me feel like how you do. =) all the best to you.
it's me 11:53 PM